The Pink collar: May 2009

Sunday, May 31, 2009

A fading dream(2)

I grope in the dark to reach for the moony visions u left in my eyes
For that lost dream, my blinding soul, bleeds & cries…
I go back to re-live all that you have ever said to me
For they keep coming back to haunt me….
I only wish you could sense the rumbling of your own heart, & embrace the fairy-tale love that’s now fallen apart…..

I never knew the vividness of our love until you walked past me to a farther land
For I believed you would come back the next day to claim my love & hold my hand…
I see you in my dreams, I hear your voice inside me, and I feel you through the air I breathe
My heart writhes in pain with no one to swathe.
I only wish you hadn’t impregnated the beautiful illusions into my mind
& had released me from the unbreakable bond of desire that has got us entwined…

I try to be a stoic, flushing out the dark image that pulls me to you, that needs your comforting touch that yearns for a pleasant musical word of love
For I am tired of being stripped off the bygone life that was deprived of the murky side of love & the grimy phase of lost love…..
I only wish I could accept the love that loves me than chasing the love that once loved…
I only wish you could read the silence on my lips & the vacant gaze on my eyes…
I only wish you could love me back &bring back those shiny illusions or make & never leave me this vulnerable…
Or bring the time to a halt to cease the pain of the tears of blood that can never be wiped…..

10 POINT SOMEONE-"ME"

1.plain dal when mixed with equal amount of curd tastes best to me.

2.if you catch me curling my lips, trying to disfigure my face, giving a "duh" look, dont misinterpret me to be having an attitude problem, rather thats due to my jaw problem.

3. if i am listening intently with a broad grin, & occasional nods, then chances are i am probably not listening to your boring talks or thinking "jeez!!!...you are so dumb!"

4. when i wish to treat my tongue, i gulp down the goodies like a glutton without even bothering to chew them first, so as to fool my bod & avoid it from noticing those extra calories.

5. i suffer from compulsive obsessive disorder, so dont make that face if you see me opening & closing the door of my room in a frequent spree, or refreshing my comp screen every sec.

6. i suffer from multiple personality disorder, there are 2 prominent persons in me, it so happens that one person would be throwing guffaws of laughter one moment, while the other would be sobbing the next.(ps- i am overlooking the other recessive creatures that lives in me)

7. i can stare continuously for minutes, without blinking, so if you are the victim of my goggle, then trust me i aint thinking about you unless the gaze is accompanied with raised eyebrows(in that case, i am not only putting u in my slipshod mind but i am also plotting some serious actions/revenge against you.amen!

8.if i smile at you more than i should, then trust me on this, i don't love anyone more than i hate you.

9. i can look into myself on the mirror for hours without showing any expression on my face.

10.i have a very bad habit of writing/thinking random, that hardly makes any sense, n the above written points are the best example to prove this point.;)

there is a princess in every girl...!

Who says you need a star studded tiara, a castle amidst the clouds, a dream kissed romance in your diary, a serendipitous life, to be a princess. There’s a princess in every girl, waiting to be unleashed & acknowledged… smothered dreams at the back of the mind bubbling to be given a form, and you don’t have to be born with a silver errrr…a platinum spoon to dive into the pool of royalty. Every girl is beautiful in her special own way, you just have to open your eyes to a new horizon to envision it. We are all the Cinderella of 21^st century, we shall bid adieu to our oppressed monotonous lives & embrace the illusionary kingdom of fairytale by stepping into the elusive glass shoes. The figments of our dreams are all around us, all we have to do is to hoard them together to make it come alive....coz there is a princess in every girl :)