Sunday, May 31, 2009

A fading dream(2)


I grope in the dark to reach for the moony visions u left in my eyes
For that lost dream, my blinding soul, bleeds & cries…
I go back to re-live all that you have ever said to me
For they keep coming back to haunt me….
I only wish you could sense the rumbling of your own heart, & embrace the fairy-tale love that’s now fallen apart…..

I never knew the vividness of our love until you walked past me to a farther land
For I believed you would come back the next day to claim my love & hold my hand…
I see you in my dreams, I hear your voice inside me, and I feel you through the air I breathe
My heart writhes in pain with no one to swathe.
I only wish you hadn’t impregnated the beautiful illusions into my mind
& had released me from the unbreakable bond of desire that has got us entwined…

I try to be a stoic, flushing out the dark image that pulls me to you, that needs your comforting touch that yearns for a pleasant musical word of love
For I am tired of being stripped off the bygone life that was deprived of the murky side of love & the grimy phase of lost love…..
I only wish I could accept the love that loves me than chasing the love that once loved…
I only wish you could read the silence on my lips & the vacant gaze on my eyes…
I only wish you could love me back &bring back those shiny illusions or make & never leave me this vulnerable…
Or bring the time to a halt to cease the pain of the tears of blood that can never be wiped…..

4 comments:

Alishah Amriali said...

Real hard efford keep up the good work....1

Sharad Sharma said...

that was brilliantly expressed!

Cheers,
Sharad
Medley

J said...

I like the was you use words =)

It's deep and I think there's a poet in you waiting to be published (Unless you know this already and have been there, done that, and bought the tee-shirt already), so yeah, keep up the good work !! =)

Karthik said...

A very dark poem indeed! Had to read twice though in order to grasp the meaning properly. It was a wonderful read! Yanni's music on the blog and reading this poem was a perfect blend. You are very creative!
Keep going! :-)