The Pink collar: September 2010

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Mind trip

Not even in my wildest dream had I ever thought I would be seeking solace in the tiny space of my blog from the maddening crowd of thoughts frightening the daylights out of me.....Never thought I would reach out for my laptop and frantically start sketching out my mind when my heart bleeds to talk...talk the mind & soul out to some unbiased pair of ears...At the time, when the feeble walls of my misty dreams are collapsing, all I can do is pen out like no one's reading or maybe the entire world is ears to patiently decode my silent tears.....I gulp down the bile coming up my throat,stifling to evade this chaotic commotion of my mind....Bewildered...Provoked...dragged into a smoky haven..forced to wear a plastic smile, when all I want to do is shout..cry out loud...ITS MY LIFE!!...let me be ME!!...Good bad...Ugly..I love it..Its amazing to play myself...i beseech the almighty to let me live in my Illusion....Let me enjoy the dark smoke that will gulp me down someday...Let me be the writer...the writer of my own fate..
Amen!

10 POINT SOMEONE-"ME"

1.plain dal when mixed with equal amount of curd tastes best to me.

2.if you catch me curling my lips, trying to disfigure my face, giving a "duh" look, dont misinterpret me to be having an attitude problem, rather thats due to my jaw problem.

3. if i am listening intently with a broad grin, & occasional nods, then chances are i am probably not listening to your boring talks or thinking "jeez!!!...you are so dumb!"

4. when i wish to treat my tongue, i gulp down the goodies like a glutton without even bothering to chew them first, so as to fool my bod & avoid it from noticing those extra calories.

5. i suffer from compulsive obsessive disorder, so dont make that face if you see me opening & closing the door of my room in a frequent spree, or refreshing my comp screen every sec.

6. i suffer from multiple personality disorder, there are 2 prominent persons in me, it so happens that one person would be throwing guffaws of laughter one moment, while the other would be sobbing the next.(ps- i am overlooking the other recessive creatures that lives in me)

7. i can stare continuously for minutes, without blinking, so if you are the victim of my goggle, then trust me i aint thinking about you unless the gaze is accompanied with raised eyebrows(in that case, i am not only putting u in my slipshod mind but i am also plotting some serious actions/revenge against you.amen!

8.if i smile at you more than i should, then trust me on this, i don't love anyone more than i hate you.

9. i can look into myself on the mirror for hours without showing any expression on my face.

10.i have a very bad habit of writing/thinking random, that hardly makes any sense, n the above written points are the best example to prove this point.;)

there is a princess in every girl...!

Who says you need a star studded tiara, a castle amidst the clouds, a dream kissed romance in your diary, a serendipitous life, to be a princess. There’s a princess in every girl, waiting to be unleashed & acknowledged… smothered dreams at the back of the mind bubbling to be given a form, and you don’t have to be born with a silver errrr…a platinum spoon to dive into the pool of royalty. Every girl is beautiful in her special own way, you just have to open your eyes to a new horizon to envision it. We are all the Cinderella of 21^st century, we shall bid adieu to our oppressed monotonous lives & embrace the illusionary kingdom of fairytale by stepping into the elusive glass shoes. The figments of our dreams are all around us, all we have to do is to hoard them together to make it come alive....coz there is a princess in every girl :)